on Monday i posted this quote on my instagram.
it got an amazing amout of likes and comments.
it's got me thinking.
hmmmm.
life is tough.
not intended to be easy.
i believe that we are here and we are tested.
that our trials make us stronger.
more compassionate.
understanding.
forgiving.
loving.
grateful.
for what we have.
what talents we have been given.
what we can share with others.
today this quote has been running through the back of my mind.
today was rough.
this week so far has been rough.
my dad is back in the hospital.
he was rushed in on Friday he thought he had had another stroke.
praise all that is holy it wasn't a stroke.
he has pneumonia.
causing some heart issues.
and his kidneys aren't working for some reason.
it's brought me to my knees.
he's going to be 89 in April.
my dad has always been my hero.
please keep him in your prayers.
today was the first day of Spring.
today was grey.
rainy.
today i spent the day in my studio creating.
today i created sunshine in my studio.
some days are rough.
but i like to look for sunshine on grey days.
my family, my kids, my Mr. and friends are my sunshine.
today i talked to my dad on the phone.
his feeble voice sounded stronger today.
sunshine.
the way he said "is this BB?"
that's what he calls me.
BB Margie.
sunshine.
warms my heart.
when he's gone i will have his memory.
his words.
pictures.
circa 1978.
i remember this day like it was yesterday.
my oldest sister's wedding.
i loved that blue shirt i was wearing.
with a prarie skirt from Jessica McKlintock.
and blue clogs.
i love the tie my dad is wearing.
and the gold ring with an eagle on it.
he still wears it today.
i love my dad's hands.
they remind me of his dad's hands.
never dirty or calus.
perfectly manicured nails.
my dad's an attorney so he's a thinking man.
i've never seen a tool in his hands.
all things i remember about my dad.
i've never seen him in a pair of levis.
heard him yell.
or loose his temper.
he's a big man.
he loves BYU football.
chocolate milk.
doesn't eat meat.
reads more than anyone i know.
turns his hearing aid down when he wants to ignore my mother.
has a great sence of humor.
a spiritual giant.
kind heart.
gentle giant.
i know my years with him are few.
so today i am grateful for my memories of my dad.
grateful for his example.
today i count my blessings.
the other stuff is just that.
stuff.
not sunshine.
i live for sunshine.
always have.
always will.
even on grey days...
kiss kiss
m.
What a tender tribute. I hope and pray he is doing better quickly.
Posted by: Arlene | March 20, 2013 at 09:19 PM
What wonderful thoughts. You have been truly blessed. Not all of us are so lucky to have had a wonderful father. I hope that he reovers quickly so that you can make some more memories.
Posted by: Johanna | March 20, 2013 at 10:09 PM
This post is precious... Hugs to you and I hope your dad is good!
Posted by: Lynn | March 20, 2013 at 10:46 PM
beautiful.
Posted by: Teresa Wilkins | March 20, 2013 at 10:55 PM
Hoping the sun comes for you today and that your dad is better. No matter what, he will always be with you.....that bond does not break. Blessings.
Posted by: jean keller | March 21, 2013 at 04:41 AM
so much love...
Posted by: patty | March 21, 2013 at 06:40 AM
Margie, you are a golden daughter. Sending hugs and prayers your way.
Posted by: Kirsten J | March 21, 2013 at 07:26 AM
What a beautiful & tender post. Hoping & praying your dad gets better. My dad & mom are in CO so I don't see them but maybe once a year & I miss them terribly. Like your dad, mine is my hero as well & I know as his health starts to decline- I will want to remain close to him- it will be hard as my own grand kids start to come. Memories will be what I will have to hold on to. Thank you for this post- you remind me of what I need to doing & remembering for myself! You are a true inspiration Margie! Hugs & prayers to you & your family.
Posted by: Terri Galvan | March 21, 2013 at 05:56 PM
Beautiful words Margie, thank you for sharing. We are dealing with a similar situation at our home. My husband's father is very ill, and it looks like he might not make it. He will cherish every memory with him, and I pray that he gets to make more, and you do too! XO
Posted by: Gretchen | March 21, 2013 at 06:01 PM
that was so beautiful Margie, I will be praying for your dad, love that photo of you and him, priceless :)
Posted by: laurie lariviere | March 22, 2013 at 08:19 AM
Wonderful tribute. Must be a great man to have a daughter like you!!!! You and your daddy are in my prayers.
Posted by: Judy Pasley | March 22, 2013 at 06:08 PM
Beautiful words sweets. I have been praying steadily for your dad. Thank god not another stroke. Will keep saying prayers for him to heal. Love and hugs.
Posted by: yvonne blair | March 22, 2013 at 07:52 PM
Love this post. Praying for your Dad
Posted by: Sandy | March 26, 2013 at 12:10 PM
sweet sweet post, ms. margie.
thank you for sharing.
your love for your dad is a shout out for sure.
love it.
i missed when you posted that quote...
but it is most excellent.
thank you for sharing yourself and not hoarding.
~jamie
Posted by: jamie | March 26, 2013 at 09:28 PM
Your relationship with your Father is such a blessing. Prayers & hugs go out to you & your family.
It's ok to talk about your problems too. You have many people who love you. :)
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